You’re back again I see, please stop haunting me september 3rd, 2006 haven't posted this and just rediscovered it =) Back to mess with me Just when I’m feeling fine You sneak up from behind Bringing me down memory lane Making me go insane Why can’t you go away And leave me to my daily play Papers filled with memories Stirs up images I don’t want to see It’s back again That feeling of doubt Dangling the bait in front of my eyes Causing my heart to wander from where it resides I wonder when that day will be When these emotions will vanish from thee I hope it’ll be soon That I can be once again over the moon I hate feeling like this I really do So please I beg you Stop haunting me, please do. Try and decode this.. hai.. don't think many people can decode it fully. AH WELL.... LIFE! Lol... I'm also not sure... so confused.. darn these feelings.. WHATEVER. I hope it'll go away soon.. =( Waiting for It to Show You appeared and lit up my life Leaving me basking in your glow Weeks of fun in the sun Lit my heart aglow Then the expected occurred Leaving me full of sorrow I dared not approach I dared not reveal Into the shadows Putting up a show Months later, I look at you and sigh once more, The question still probing at my heart - Am I ready to open it up? New faces appear New feelings arise But in the end They still round the bend Back home to where you reside It forces me to wonder Do we really have a future together? Standing next to you warms me up Causing a tingling in my heart I look at you and smile Silently questioning your trial I try to read your gestures But to no avail and captures I guess in time I’ll know Holding on and waiting for it to show. This poem has more meaning than meets the eye.. If anyone can guess it, you must know me pretty well.. haha.. its about.. someone.. I'm Just Feeling this Way Frustration wrecks my mind A disarray of emotions rage Trying to push it hind Onto this once blank page Conflicting feelings abound Unable to pinpoint the reason why Robbing me of my ability to sound Becoming weary and wanting to comply Yet part of me stands strong Questioning myself again Am I in the wrong What do I have to gain By feeling this wretched way Maybe Im being too sensitive Maybe I don't have the right to say But I'm just feeling this way This was written when I was mad at someone I care about* I've Given Away my Heart I rarely think about giving away my heart But then I just realized I did when we part Never knew love could exist in such a way One that gre stronger everyday Not one concerning breakups and jealously But one pure as anything can be A friendship that has lasted through storms and clouds And could face the bright blue sky all smiles and proud It's something so precious I'll never forget Hoping no one will look back with regret But rather that we'll cherish the remaining days Before we'll have to leave and go our seperate ways I'd never expected to stumble across this part When I realized I've given away my heart. This poem was written after I read the logbook of our seniors, and felt the unbearable end of instructorship coming.. Sad emotions.. I needed to put them into words.. Each of you (Yinwei, Yan Ling, Liesel, Li Yuan, Samantha, Amanda, Kimberley, Wai Kit, Eng Wei, Wei Kheam & Kai Sheng) have a part of my heart.. hope we'll always be friends.. love you all* domesticus oac, my family away from home. You'll always be in my Heart Your pressence left an imprint on my heart Never Expecting you would be so far apart These few years have flown by quickly Changing schools and taking part actively Suddenly the years we were to share together Has now become a dream forever No more friendly arguments and sarcasm Makes breaks lose its enjoyment No more racial harmony No more bond of three You've been my rock, a pillar of support Always there to provide sound reposrts Banishing my inferiorty complex Restoring my confidence back Your friendship is precious and pure I am sure to miss you dear Though we are poles apart You'll always be in my heart This is a poem I wrote for my really good friend Prerna who left Singapore to return to India.. We all miss you here in TJC Prerna! =) Tears of the Earth From the day that we were born Sacrificed her time till she was worn She took care and fed us well Till we grew up and bid farewell Then we went on a journey to impress Ignoring the cries of our mother’s protests Building castles in the air, Robbing all her resources bare Undressing her of her nicest things, Modifying them for our own living. The tears in our mother’s eyes Streaming through the rivers wide How insensitive we are being, As blind as mice to what may be coming Never once a word of gratitude Leaves her sighing at our attitude Hoping that one day we will see How far we have veered from thee Praying that in time to come We will once again be reunited as one This is a poem written for our Language Arts lesson on Man and Nature~ Summer's Love It all began with summer’s fun That lit two hearts aglow When summer ended it was done They had to part, she had to go For the next few years day and night They yearned to be in each other’s arms Tears were shed, hearts still broken Letters sent with no replies Just before the lady wed She felt the need to see The man who promised her a house in white Which he had done up nicely The second their eyes met Their hearts were linked once more The lady had to choose between two men Both whom she had loved before Alas the lady wept And said goodbye to one She was reunited with her summer’s love For the many years to come But all good had to come to an end For she fell sick you see Alzheimer’s the disease she got A terrible tragedy Still the man remained faithful And loved her day and night He didn’t care where he had to reside As long as he was by her side Such a beautiful kind of love Is rare and thus so dear To have someone to love with all your heart Even though in time to come you’ll have to part. This poem has been written for an end year assignment of mine, and it is in reference to the book and movie, The Notebook, by Nicholas Sparks. |
name: loh sze sian *// age:sweet sixteen birthday:8th March 1990 likes:outdoor activities, dancing, reading quote:"Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the lights... taken from Harry Poter & the Prizoner of Azkaban my daily blog* Blogskins StockStash Insert tagboard here! otherwise, just erase this section. You may get a tagboard, if you don't have one here May 2006 l May 2008 l The poems here are written by yours truly in the midst of emotion Unless stated otherwise, these works are genuinely mine =) designed by: dreamwalker powered by: blogger game scripted by: Lancer picture from: StockStash |